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amos burton. ([personal profile] churnback) wrote in [community profile] diademlogs2025-06-15 10:12 pm

closed.

Who: Amos & Various
Where: Panorama
When: June
What: Continuing TDM threads / catch-all

Warnings: None atm!
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-06-19 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ and he's not phased. or- rather. not that he isn't phased, no one could seriously be surviving this and be unconcerned, entirely. but he is steady. as karen panics, as she reaches highs and frantics and lows and then settles back again, he is steady. even as she says wait, even as she speaks like she's the one comforting.

now we wait she says, and even so it takes another second, then two, before she exhales. because there isn't really anything else for them to do, is there? they have to trust this stranger, this man who she barely even saw his face, but she believes that he'll try. that this will work. that they'll get out.

there's a brief moment where she just sort of closes her eyes - she doesn't want to keep looking at the water. she doesn't want to convince herself that anything is getting worse, when it's now far beyond them. they have to trust- and she can. she can trust this man. this stranger out in the hall. just like she's trusting-

his voice catches her and she comes back to the moment, jumping a bit as she's realizing he's trying to... what? talk? have casual conversation? ]


A week or so? But this was my first- [ she huffs a kind of laugh that is a little self-deprecating as she gestures around the room. ] My first fluxdrift, I guess is what they call it. Some luck.

[ there's a pause, and she can't help the way she laughs again, breathily, before shaking her head. it's... god. it's a little embarrassing, how much it helps. how she already feels a little better. she turns, tucking the binder to her chest out of habit and some subconscious need to protect the information, even as there isn't anything else to be done about it. ]

You don't think they're all like this, do you?
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-06-19 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ maybe not, but that is the impression he's giving off, and it is working. it does help. she doesn't mean to be as easily affected as she is by all of this, either - especially when she knows they're at a key moment where there really isn't anything within their control to contribute or even change.

but maybe that's why she's as affected as she is. there's no task, no one else she has to hold it together for. nothing to focus on, while they sit and try not to look into the shadowed faces in the water, while she tries to ignore the fact she's pretty sure she can feel the water rising up her legs.

for a brief moment, it is just the two of them and the slowly rising tide. the eerie pressure of the room, and the sound of water, of dripping, of rain, and the one clear thought karen has is that she is so glad to not be alone.

the churn he calls it, and karen's head tilts a little, finding herself interested in the expression. the turn of phrase. despite herself, she ends up smiling, just a little. relaxing, just a little more. ]
I like that- the churn. It... it really fits.

[ it's good wisdom, for what it's worth, and seems to... it doesn't comfort her, exactly, but there is something in the confidence in his statement that helps. she nods, more to herself than anything, and the hold she has around the binder relaxes a little.

and then, in that almost afterthought- amos. ]


Karen. [ she leans back against the window - trying to be casual, in a way, or maybe just trying to keep themselves distracted. ] Where are you from, Amos? Back home, I mean. [ there isn't any ulterior motive to the question, it's obvious karen is just trying to keep the conversation going while they both pretend they're not waiting for the stranger outside the window to return. ]
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-06-21 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she doesn't know if any of this is the right thing, or the wrong thing, for what they're doing. what she does know is that it helps, that even this easy conversation helps. the more he asks, or answers, or just talks to her, the more karen feels like she can focus on them instead of the space around them.

if she let herself slip far enough into the image of it, they could be just about anywhere. they could be outside in the rain, even, chatting as they waited for the bus. even as the water rises around their legs, she can almost pretend.

Baltimore he says, and she smiles, glad for something familiar. but then he continues, says things like out in space and martian navy and cap and karen's head tilts a little, confusion taking over. ]


Sorry- space? As in like, aliens? [ everyone knows about the chitauri, about new york, about those big heroes and super powers and how the world has changed since. karen's life has been focused on her world, on hells kitchen and new york and the people who get forgotten in the face of that.

but... something about amos makes her think it's not that. that there's something else a little different going on here. ]


Ah- New York. [ it's not that she's sheepish, but saying new york in the face of in space, it's just. a little different. ] Hell's Kitchen, but. Yeah.
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-06-23 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a flicker of a frown at how.... it isn't casual, how he says it, but it is different. not what you're thinking. does he mean not the little green men? is he assuming that's what she's thinking? this isn't the first time she's really thinking about how they don't all come from the the same ideas of places, how new york could be one way for her, and some way completely different for someone else. but, almost in spite of herself, as he mentions being in new york, she thinks of her's. of home.

there's a sharp tightness in her chest at that. of home. of how they are sitting here, talking about home, while the water continues to rise. ]


Y-you were? [ the stutter isn't from anything specific, other than the fact amos's eyes are now moving, and he's moving, and she realizes a second or so later that he's moving to the window and kneels down, starts to... she's not sure. feel along the glass? she steps a half-step to the side as he kneels down next to her, and she blinks, her body not quite processing whether or not she needs to still feel relieved or if she should start feeling panicked again. the rise and fall of adrenaline is exhausting her, but karen knows that amos is right.

because what are they supposed to do, if the man from the other side of the window doesn't return?

she swallows, and with the binder still held to her chest, she starts looking around - trying to find anything that could be helpful. her eyes hover on something strange up in the ceiling, a dark shadow that looks...wrong, somehow. but his voice brings her back before too long. ]


Um. [ you grew up there? she shakes her head. ] No- I uh. I'm from Vermont. Tiny town in the mountains. I moved to New York a few years ago. For ah- it doesn't matter. [ she doesn't know if she has it in her to get into the why. ] Hell's Kitchen's been home for a bit now. [ amos is searching for something, and karen wants to help. she just doesn't know how she can, so she steps away from the glass, notices the way the water is almost cresting over his shoulders. she swallows. ]

Amos- he'll be back.

[ right? ]
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-06-26 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ he stops, and karen almost feels bad for it - for distracting him, for sounding like she needs the help, the encouragement, or... not encouragement, exactly, but when amos pauses and looks back at her, it is that steadiness once again. whether or not what it is he says is encouraging (it's really not, in the grand scheme of things) but it is true.

they do have each other. and karen's not helping either of them by simply standing around. she holds his eyes for a moment, and then a moment before, before she nods - he's right. he is. they do only have each other. and if something happened to that man, just like this happened to them, then- karen takes a breath to steady herself (to uncertain results) and starts to look around them, frantic but now at least with a job. she doesn't find much in a way of cracks in the wall, anything at all.

amos appears to be just as unsuccessful as he stands, and karen - without really thinking about it - also takes a step or so closer to him, almost subconsciously needing the comfort. she's still looking at the window when she feels his hands come to her shoulders, and it's what fully brings her eyes back to his own. she's exhausted, hanging on by a kind of thread, but she isn't giving up. she hasn't, not fully, and a large reason for that is because of him. when he looks at her, she expects him to ask her another question, something else to distract them both by the passing time, and she waits for his words to follow. she doesn't even think about how her hand comes up to grab the fabric of his (now soaking) jacket, or shirt, or whatever it is he's wearing - one arm still wrapped around the binder, but the other now clutched in the fabric of his clothes at his side.

he looks around - one last time - and it's karen's turn now to speak. ]
Amos. Hey- [ it's an attempt to get his attention back on her, and not on whatever it is that surrounds them. not on the uncomfortable shadows in the ceiling, or the faces that haunt them in the water. she even goes as far as to let go of his side and set her hand on his chest, trying to get his attention back on her, trying to keep them both settled for just a little longer, when-

the noise. she freezes, suddenly unsure if she hallucinated it. it came from the window, from the creases along the outside of the glass, but...can she let herself believe it? can she get hopeful? she turns to it, wondering if that groan, if those mechanical noises, if it's working.

except that as soon as karen starts to think it might just be that easy, that this might be their way out, she starts to feel the tug. she frowns, her eyes moving upwards towards the feeling and-

shit, hold on. that's amos. his hands on her shoulders grip her tighter, and karen suddenly realizes what's happening, what that mass in the ceiling must be doing. her eyes widen, not even sure what to make of that, right as the glass at her back starts to make another groaning noise. the window, the window is opening, they just have to-

water and errant papers around the room start to lift halfhazardly upwards, pulled by whatever suction is dragging at them too, but karen refuses to believe it. no, not what they're this close. her eyes go back to the glass pane, and she convinces herself she sees it moving, barely, but it is- it's opening, and they're going to get out of here, they just have to-

karen let's go of the binder, using both of her hands to grab hold of each of amos' sides. the sound of everything around them starts to rise, something about the suction, whatever is trying to drag them upwards, creating a low roar that feels like it's growing, louder and louder. she leans in close, having to raise her voice to get over the noise of it. ]


The window! It's opening! We just have to wait it out! [ karen can feel the air tugging at her jacket, her hair. it's getting stronger, slowly but it is. she widens her stands a little, stepping back and pulling amos with her, that much closer to the glass. ] Hold onto me, okay?!