[ the creases in castiel's face deepen as he squints his most confused squint yet, staring for a long time before he remembers his drink. it's petty to go dishing dirt on rowena, but he probably wouldn't care even if he were sober. he hasn't always acted the most mature— and he knows it won't change anyone's mind anyway. ]

She made me into her attack dog. Wanted me to kill Crowley, but instead I almost killed Dean and nearly died in the process.

[ he supposes she must have changed.

a lot.

but he doesn't know that he trusts sam's estimation of her character any more than he trusts jack's. the winchesters aren't known for having the best judgement. ]

She also called me a fish.