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castiel【 be a good little angel 】 ([personal profile] messenger) wrote in [community profile] diademlogs 2025-06-19 01:31 am (UTC)

cn: alcohol abuse

I've gone on a bender before.

[ another proud statement, said while pouring himself another drink. how many has it been, now? he's lost count. he glances at jack, shrugs, pours another and pushes it in his direction. if jack doesn't drink it, castiel probably will. better not to let it go to waste, right? this place is going to disappear in a few weeks anyway.

head tilted up, cas knocks it back in one go— these tumblers are smaller than the cocktail glasses they were drinking from at the bar— and pours another. ]


When my powers were failing.

[ this is probably an important detail.

he knows that he's been weakened. certain abilities, which were once effortless, now have an almost 100% failure rate. but he has no way of knowing if coming to this place is what made the difference, or if letting lucifer into his body has diminished him.

it could be either. it could be both.

worse, it could be neither. it could be that after all this time, his grace has simply run its course. his connection to heaven has been severed for almost a decade, now. ]


Let's find out.

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