We... didn't actually get to spend much time together.
[ not nearly as much as he would have liked, or wanted to. he can't begrudge jack his happiness, but conversely he can't help but feel a little jealous for these things he never thought to ask for, thinking he never could have had them anyway. a life together, or some approximation of one. castiel can scarcely imagine it.
jack was dying. but now he's here. he had powers, lost them, found them again. it should be shocking, but none of it is, of course.
despite it all, castiel smiles. ]
We didn't exactly start out on good terms, either.
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[ not nearly as much as he would have liked, or wanted to. he can't begrudge jack his happiness, but conversely he can't help but feel a little jealous for these things he never thought to ask for, thinking he never could have had them anyway. a life together, or some approximation of one. castiel can scarcely imagine it.
jack was dying. but now he's here. he had powers, lost them, found them again. it should be shocking, but none of it is, of course.
despite it all, castiel smiles. ]
We didn't exactly start out on good terms, either.