I think it must be worse for us that you're half human.

[ castiel looks down at his hands and wonders if intentions really do matter. but even here, like this, he can't bring himself to dash jack's hopes. maybe they don't, but he won't be the one to tell him. it's a lesson that has to be learned through painful experience. ]

I hated it. Being human. But that's exactly what Dean fought so hard to save— the singularity of that experience. Even through all the pain.

I'm not sure I'll ever really understand.

[ a part of him will always long for paradise. the easy way out. ]